My Book Shelf

I enjoy reading books but I often forget what I've read weeks or months afterwards. This list is an effort to remember what I've read and can hopefully help others find a good book.

This page will be updated continuously.

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  • The Dark Tower VII: The Dark Tower by Stephen King - 03/01/2022

    The story was well constructed and exciting. The first ending was nice. The second ending was less nice, but honest. I admire Roland immensly. I want to be more like him. Nothing else to say on my end, except some quotes.

    He slipped the .40 into his docker’s clutch almost without thinking, so moving us a step closer to what you will not want to hear and I will not want to tell.

    Stephen King writes in 1, 2nd and 3rd person at the same time.

    Susannah looked at Eddie with her eyebrows raised. Eddie gave her a tell-you-later look in return. It was a simple and perfect bit of wordless communication, the sort people who love each other take for granted.

    He's romantic.

    He used to tell me that never’s the word God listens for when he needs a laugh.

    Sometimes you gotta read it over twice.

    And will I tell you that these three lived happily ever after? I will not, for no one ever does. But there was happiness. And they did live. Beneath the flowing and sometimes glimpsed glammer of the Beam that connects Shardik the Bear and Maturin the Turtle by way of the Dark Tower, they did live. That’s all. That’s enough. Say thankya.

    But he wraps it up nicely.

  • 2021

  • The Dark Tower VI: Song of Susannah by Stephen King - 15/12/2021

    It's been a while since I've finished a book. Work has been taking up a lot of my time and attention. I've started a few books, but keep losing track around halfway through. Good to return to an old faithful.

    This one focuses more on one character in the ka-tet; Susannah. It plays a bit more with breaking the fourth wall. In fact, Stephen King is a character in the book who speaks about writing the first volume of this series. Very meta.

    Anyways, I'm excited to finish this series. It will force me to move onto some non-fiction.

  • The Dark Tower V: Wolves of the Calla by Stephen King - 14/10/2021

    This one felt long, but I don't have a way to tell how long it was since I read everything on the Kindle. We meet a new member of the Ka-tet. I enjoyed it! Some intense gunslinging at the end.

    “Hile!” the last dozen cry beneath that blazing sun. It is the end of them, the end of Gilead, the end of everything, and he no longer cares. The old red fury, dry and maddening, is settling over his mind, drowning all thought. One last time, then, he thinks. Let it be so.

  • The Dark Tower: The Wind Through the Keyhole by Stephen King - 06/09/2021

    This book is technically the eighth in the series, but is set between the fourth and fifth books chronologically. It's mostly self-contained, except some developing of Roland and his mother's relationship. I enjoyed the Wind Through the Keyhole story that younger Roland tells. Now onto the fifth.

  • The Dark Tower IV: Wizard and Glass by Stephen King - 02/09/2021

    This book explores Roland's past. It mostly consists of a self-contained story that Roland tells to the rest of the group. It's my favourite of the series so far, mostly because of the love story at the center of Roland's recounted story. I'm a sucker for romance. Onto the fifth.

  • The Autobiography of Malcolm X by Malcolm X, Alex Haley - 23/08/2021

    I became aware of this book after hearing Casey Neistat recommend it. Before this, I only had a blurry idea of Malcolm X and his place in the civil rights movement.

    The central part of this book revolves around Malcolm's time in the Nation of Islam church. Although he broke with them later to become a Sunni Muslim, this is where he developed a international reputation and evolved into one of the greatest communicators of that era. Looking back on what he was preaching in today's context is difficult. It's pretty divisive stuff.

    And we see again that not ideologies, but race, and color, is what binds human beings.

    For the white man to ask the black man if he hates him is just like the rapist asking the raped, or the wolf asking the sheep, ‘Do you hate me?’ The white man is in no moral position to accuse anyone else of hate!

    But what I find most impressive about Malcolm is his evolution. It's an extraordinary character arc. His life before prison was full of crime, drugs, guns, robbery. His life after prison was disciplined, sober, productive. His preaching for the Nation of Islam were fundamentally divisive, racist and incendiary. His beliefs after his break with the church and pilgrimage to Mecca were more tolerant, liberal and optimistic.

    In the past, yes, I have made sweeping indictments of all white people. I never will be guilty of that again—as I know now that some white people are truly sincere, that some truly are capable of being brotherly toward a black man. The true Islam has shown me that a blanket indictment of all white people is as wrong as when whites make blanket indictments against blacks.

    An impressive man and one of the most talented speakers ever. My highlights are here.

  • The Dark Tower III: The Waste Lands by Stephen King - 01/08/2021

    Roland and his fellow gunslingers continue their quest towards the Dark Tower. This one explores a more modern setting. Jake (from Dark Tower I) joins the crew again. More explorations of Roland's philosophy and background. Onto book four.

    "What if I told you I don’t want to be a gunslinger, Roland old buddy?"

    "I’d say that what you want doesn’t much matter.” Roland was looking at the metal kiosk which stood against the rock wall, and seemed to have lost interest in the conversation. Eddie had seen this before. When the conversation turned to questions of should-be, could-be, or oughtta-be, Roland almost always lost interest.

  • The Argonauts by Maggie Nelson - 26/07/2021

    An intellectual exploration of sex, pregnancy, childbirth and gender. Also a memoir. This book is written so gracefully. It's not long and every sentence is valuable. I was taken with the second half of the book, when Nelson starts to focus more on family and child birth.

    As my body made the male body, I felt the difference between male and female body melt even further away. I was making a body with a difference, but a girl body would have been a different body too.

    I want you to know, you were thought of as possible—never as certain, but always as possible—not in any single moment, but over many months, even years, of trying, of waiting, of calling—when, in a love sometimes sure of itself, sometimes shaken by bewilderment and change, but always committed to the charge of ever-deepening understanding—two human animals, one of whom is blessedly neither male nor female, the other of whom is female (more or less), deeply, doggedly, wildly wanted you to be.

    It's a book that I think is worth reading twice. So many references to literature. And an accurate but subtle description of the transgender condition.

    How to explain, in a culture frantic for resolution, that sometimes the shit stays messy? I do not want the female gender that has been assigned to me at birth. Neither do I want the male gender that transsexual medicine can furnish and that the state will award me if I behave in the right way. I don’t want any of it. How to explain that for some, or for some at some times, this irresolution is OK—desirable, even (e.g., “gender hackers”)—whereas for others, or for others at some times, it stays a source of conflict or grief? How does one get across the fact that the best way to find out how people feel about their gender or their sexuality—or anything else, really—is to listen to what they tell you, and to try to treat them accordingly, without shellacking over their version of reality with yours?”

  • The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck - 26/06/2021

    This is a book they make you read in high school. The story of a family in the 1930's who must leave their farmland in the American Midwest and make their way to California.

    This family is a tirelessly practical unit. Everyone is competent, able and independent. They are also constantly kind and decent. Offering food to those who don't have any, helping strangers on the side of the road.

    Once they arrive in California, the influx of migrant workers leads to low wages and poor living conditions. And so the family's morality is set against the harsh work they are forced to do. The imbalance between the worker and employer, man and woman, adult and child. They live on the edge of poverty for the majority of this story.

    Steinbeck based this book off a series of articles he wrote for the San Francisco News in October of 1936. More than anything, this book contextualized that era of American history. The Great Depression, the Dust Bowl, unions, migrant workers, etc. My highlights are here.

    I noticed that. Man, he lives in jerks - baby born an' a man dies, an' that's a jerk - gets a farm an' loses his farm, an' that's a jerk. Woman, it's all one flow, like a stream, little eddies, little waterfalls, but the river, it goes right on. Woman looks at it like that.

    Carbon is not a man, nor salt nor water nor calcium. He is all these, but he is much more, much more; and the land is so much more than its analysis. The man who is more than his chemistry, walking on the earth, turning his plow point for a stone, dropping his handles to slide over an outcropping, kneeling in the earth to eat his lunch; that man who is more than his elements knows the land that is more than its analysis.

  • The Dark Tower II: The Drawing of the Three by Stephen King - 07/06/2021

    Exciting fantasy. Roland's quest continues and my infatuation with him grows. Something about his absolute certainty and uncanny gunslinging ability is just so cool. Two characters are introduced in this book and offer a welcome contrast. I'm looking forward to the third book.

    “What’s ka?” Eddie’s voice was truculent. “I never heard of it. Except if you say it twice you come out with the baby word for shit.”

    “I don’t know about that,” the gunslinger said. “Here it means duty, or destiny, or, in the vulgate, a place you must go.”

    Eddie managed to look dismayed, disgusted, and amused all at the same time. “Then say it twice, Roland, because words like that sound like shit to this kid.”

    The gunslinger shrugged. “I don’t discuss philosophy. I don’t study history. All I know is what’s past is past, and what’s ahead is ahead. The second is ka, and takes care of itself.”

    In matters of the Tower, fate became a thing as merciful as the lighter which had saved his life and as painful as the fire the miracle had ignited. Like the wheels of the oncoming train, it followed a course both logical and crushingly brutal, a course against which only steel and sweetness could stand.

  • Harry Potter (Books 6,7) by J.K. Rowling - 15/05/2021

    A more serious tone than the last few; some chapters are seriously bleak. But what a thrilling conclusion. I think it does the series justice. Now I just need to watch all the Fantastic Beast movies because those are canon apparently.

    “Doctors?” said Ron, looking startled. “Those Muggle nutters that cut people up? Nah, they’re Healers."

    ...he let out a hoselike jet that ricocheted off the ceiling and knocked Professor Flitwick flat on his face.

    Indeed, a week after Fred and George’s departure Harry witnessed Professor McGonagall walking right past Peeves, who was determinedly loosening a crystal chandelier, and could have sworn he heard her tell the poltergeist out of the corner of her mouth, “It unscrews the other way.”

    [Luna] crouched down and placed her fingers tenderly upon each of the elf's eyelids, sliding them over his glassy stare. "There," she said softly. "Now he could be sleeping."

    As Harry and Ron had become more discouraged, Hermione seemed to have become more determined.

    “Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?”

  • Harry Potter (Books 1-5) by J.K Rowling - 14/04/2021

    I love this series. The first three books introduce an incredible Wizarding world. Then they turn darker and more enthralling. A book series I can escape to. I love the prominence of British culture throughout. Reading book 6 currently, looking forward to the end!

  • Sapiens by Yuval Noah Harari - 14/03/2021

    Sapiens is a book that makes you zoom out. It mostly describes the Paleolithic emotions part of this quote.

    The real problem of humanity is the following: We have Paleolithic emotions, medieval institutions and godlike technology.

    - Edward O. Wilson

    A lot of what Harari claims in the book can be disputed. For me the change of perspective is the truly valuable part, more than the various Anthropological and Socialogical assertions made.

    Realizing the breadth of history our species covers is astonishing. Millions of years of evolution that accumulate to ridiculousness of our current age. The acceleration of the human race in terms of food, culture, technology, population is insane. The Scientific Revolution took place only 500 years ago! We learned how to cook with fire 300,000 years ago!

    I think Harari does a good job at constructing a narrative around our species' history, even if it requires a few jumps. I also enjoyed the last few chapters on capitalism and technology; they felt topical.

    There’s too much to unpack from this book in this format. I’d highly recommend this book to anyone, it gives a great zoomed out perspective. My highlights are here.

    The currency of evolution is neither hunger nor pain, but rather copies of DNA helixes.

  • Let My People Go Surfing by Yvon Chouinard - 07/03/2021

    Another memoir. This one by Yvon Chouinard, the founder of Patagonia. He writes about his journey to create one of world's most respected and environmentally conscious companies in the world. This book was reminiscent of Shoe Dog by Phil Knight. The main difference being Yvon's focus on the environment, something that seems to ground his entire life. He explores how environmental priorities fit into his company's growth and operation. There are strong anti-establishment sentiments throughout and it's hard to dispute them. Most systems and institutions that exist today are built without our planet in mind. Yvon makes this point abundantly clear.

    Yet I am a relentless optimist, so I will strive to build more sustainable habits, buy a t-shirt from Patagonia and keep moving forward.

    The basic tenets of that philosophy are: a deep appreciation for the environment and a strong motivation to help solve the environmental crisis; a passionate love for the natural world; a healthy skepticism toward authority; a love for difficult, human-powered sports that require practice and mastery; a disdain for motorized sports like snowmobiling or jet skiing; a bias for whacko, often self-deprecating humor; a respect for real adventure (defined best as a journey from which you may not come back alive—and certainly not as the same person); a taste for real adventure; and a belief that less is more (in design and in consumption).

    To expect corporations to do anything other than amass wealth is to ignore our culture’s entire history, current practices, current power structure and its system of rewards. It is to ignore everything we know about behavior modification: we reward those investing in or running corporations for what they do, and can therefore expect them to do it again. To expect those who hide behind corporate shields to do otherwise is delusional.

  • Children of Dune by Frank Herbert - 28/01/2021

    More fantasy. I'm enjoying this saga more and more. This is usually the case when I read a book series. I'm getting more familiar with the characters, more familiar with the environment, more familiar with Dune. This book follows the rule of Paul's sister, Alia. They dive more into psychological drama and superhuman powers(!). Onto the fourth.

  • The Dark Tower I: The Gunslinger by Stephen King - 25/01/2021

    This story reads like a supernatural western and I like it. The protagonist, Roland, reminds me of Clint Eastwood in a cowboy movie. A loner; brooding, capable and stoic. And--like most of those types--he's on a quest with a singular purpose. This book feels old (in a good way) and so removed from what I've been reading lately. It's nice to read fantasy and you can tell it's the beginning of an epic. I'll have to continue.

    Let the word and the legend go before you. There are those who will carry both. Fools, perchance. Let the word go before you. Let your shadow grow. Let it grow hair on its face. Let it become dark. Given time, words may even enchant an enchanter.

  • A Promised Land by Barack Obama - 10/01/2021

    Why am I so captivated by this book? I'll go through three reasons.

    First: It shares the perspective of a U.S. president. Reading from the point of view of the most powerful (elected) person on the planet demands your attention by default.

    Second: Most of the events portrayed in this book I’ve been aware of, if not impacted by: the 2008 financial crisis and the ensuing reforms, the resurgence of Al-Qaeda, the Deepwater Horizon oil spill, the Arab Spring and the ensuing Libyan Civil War, along with many others. Given that dreary list of geo-political incidents, it’s hard to imagine how this book could hold a hopeful tone. And yet it does.

    Third: As well as being a talented speaker, Barack Obama is equally--if not more--talented at writing. His undeterred optimism permeates every chapter in this book without becoming cliché or overwhelming (at least to my taste). This goes beyond just a positive tone. In nearly every decision laid out in this book, Obama discusses a conflicting perspective. In some cases, that conflicting perspective is shared by a majority of the American public!

    Of course, along with that unfettered optimism comes a substantial bias. We cannot gain a complete understanding of Obama's presidency using only this as a source. But I hold this as an honest retelling.

    I thoroughly enjoyed reading this memoir and I'm looking forward to the next volume. My highlights are here.

    This quote refers to Manmohan Singh, the Prime Minister of India from 2004 to 2014.

    It wasn’t Singh’s fault. He had done his part, following the playbook of liberal democracies across the post–Cold War world: upholding the constitutional order; attending to the quotidian, often technical work of boosting the GDP; and expanding the social safety net. Like me, he had come to believe that this was all any of us could expect from democracy, especially in big, multiethnic, multireligious societies like India and the United States. Not revolutionary leaps or major cultural overhauls; not a fix for every social pathology or lasting answers for those in search of purpose and meaning in their lives. Just the observance of rules that allowed us to sort out or at least tolerate our differences, and government policies that raised living standards and improved education enough to temper humanity’s baser impulses.

    Except now I found myself asking whether those impulses—of violence, greed, corruption, nationalism, racism, and religious intolerance, the all-too-human desire to beat back our own uncertainty and mortality and sense of insignificance by subordinating others—were too strong for any democracy to permanently contain. For they seemed to lie in wait everywhere, ready to resurface whenever growth rates stalled or demographics changed or a charismatic leader chose to ride the wave of people’s fears and resentments. And as much as I might have wished otherwise, there was no Mahatma Gandhi around to tell me what I might do to hold such impulses back.

  • A Visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan - 02/01/2021

    I love this book. Describes the intertwining lives of Bennie and Sasha. The story feels melancholy the whole way through, but there are enough happy moments to pull you through. I've read this book three times now.

  • 2020

  • Homeland Elegies: A Novel by Ayad Akhtar - 23/12/2020

    Ayad Akhtar is a second generation Muslim immigrant and playwright. I thought this book was a memoir at first. It ends up being a set of stories involving the author, some fictional, some not. Speaks a lot to the American ideology and how Muslims fit into it. Also mentions the merits of Freud, the Roman concept of a corporation, a Muslim's perception of a Christian America and other interesting topics. I would love to read a book in this style from an author who grew up in Canada instead of America.

  • Dune Messiah by Frank Herbert - 15/11/2020

    Second book in the Dune series. This one takes place 12 years after the first. I found Dune Messiah to be more introspective than Dune, which is saying something. Paul rules as Emperor while various parties attempt to unseat him. His legacy plays a big role in this book. The ending is intense and surprised me.

  • A Memory Called Empire by Arkady Martine - 27/10/2020

    Engaging science fiction. This book was nominated for the Nebula Award which is how I first discovered it. A space opera I think? Focuses on literature, poetry and the functionings of an interplanetary empire. This book was similar to Dune in that sense. Also similar pacing; slow at the beginning, faster towards the end. I will devour the sequel when it arrives.

  • Dune by Frank Herbert - 19/09/2020

    My first science-fiction in a while. The deeper I got into this book, the more I appreciated its eloquence. Frank Herbert plays with the order of words in sentences, "There is probably no more terrible instant of enlightenment than the one in which you discover your father is a man - with human flesh." Instead of technology, it focuses more on humanity and politics and relationships. The book speaks to so many things beyond its fantastic setting. The nature of fear, leadership, religion, prophecy, belief, politics, technology, future. The protagonist, Paul, undergoes a fantastic character arc that is interesting at every point. Frank Herbert does a great job of switching between the thoughts and perspectives of each character. It's like we're an X-ray camera that's just swooping through characters' thoughts. Although it starts out slow, the book is always accelerating so that by the end it is impossible to stop reading. I'm currently reading through the wikipedia page. I really enjoyed this book and will be reading the sequel.

  • The Topeka School by Ben Lerner - 24/08/2020

    This is another one I've been reading intermittently. Definitely a more intricate writing style than I've encountered before. The author, Ben Lerner, dips into several different characters, their motivations, their struggles. Sometimes in first person, sometimes in third person. The timeline shifts, there are many flashback episodes and jumps to the future. But ultimately it's a story about a family. Beyond that I'm not sure. I think I was more enamored with the vivid reality Lerner constructs than the characters in it. The most interesting part for me was his depictions of oratory debate. I should've done that in high school.

  • A Place of My Own by Michael Pollan - 06/08/2020

    I've been reading this one for a while. This is Michael Pollan's first book. He explores topics like architecture and carpentry through the design and construction of a writing cabin in his backyard. In fact, he is closely involved at every step. I was going to start a degree in architecture once upon a time so this book was both interesting and enlightening for me. Building a house is fascinating. I especially enjoyed his description of various types of wood and his criticisms of modernist pane-glass architecture.

  • The 7½ Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle by Stuart Turton - 02/08/2020

    A murder mystery. This book keeps piling on layers of complexity in each chapter, which make it sometimes difficult to understand. That said, it wraps up nicely. The setting reminds me of that board game Clue. I would like to read more fiction.

  • The Omnivores Dilemma by Michael Pollan - 03/07/2020

    I've sort of fallen in love with Michael Pollan's mentality when it comes to food. There are countless reasons to read this book. There is so much to learn about the food industry and the implications of what we eat. I am convinced this stuff is worth learning. How does the food you eat get to your table? Which animals had to die? Which plants had to be grown? Where? This book is sometimes dense, but even reading the first section about corn is mind-boggling. It's only five chapters. Beyond the industrial food system, this book offers a stark illustration of the weaknesses (or failures) of capitalism. Pollan often talks about how the capitalist system doesn't exactly work with two natural systems at both ends of the industrial food chain (the farmer's field and the human body). This book has motivated me to buy sustainable meat and eat much less of it. And to try and buy local as much as I can. So much more is discussed in this book, I've tried to elaborate with the highlights here.

    Industrial processes follow a clear, linear, hierarchical logic that is fairly easy to put into words, probably because words follow a similar logic: First this, then that; put this in here, and then out comes that. But the relationship between cows and chickens on this farm (leaving aside for the moment the other creatures and relationships present here) takes the form of a loop rather than a line, and that makes it hard to know where to start, or how to distinguish between causes and effects, subjects and objects. Is what I'm looking at in this pasture a system for producing exceptionally tasty eggs? If so, then the cattle and their manure are a means to an end. Or is it a system for producing grass-fed beef without the use of any chemicals, in which case the chickens, by fertilizing and sanitizing the cow pastures, comprise the means to that end? So does that make their eggs a product or a by-product? And is manure—theirs or the cattle's—a waste product or a raw material? (And what should we call the fly larvae?) Depending on the point of view you take—that of the chicken, the cow, or even the grass—the relationship between subject and object, cause and effect, flips.

    A tension has always existed between the capitalist imperative to maximize efficiency at any cost and the moral imperatives of culture, which historically have served as a counterweight to the moral blindness of the market. This is another example of the cultural contradictions of capitalism—the tendency over time for the economic impulse to erode the moral underpinnings of society. Mercy toward the animals in our care is one such casualty.

    What's wrong with eating animals is the practice, not the principle. What this suggests to me is that people who care about animals should be working to ensure that the ones they eat don't suffer, and that their deaths are swift and painless—for animal welfare, in others words, rather than rights.

    - Michael Pollan, The Omnivores Dilemma: A Natural History of Four Meals

  • Between the World and Me by Ta-Nehisi Coates - 11/06/2020

    I thought this book was poetic. It speaks in thoughts and ideas and helps convey history of black people in America. It's sad too. Though not on purpose. It's written in second person, as Ta-Nehisi Coates writing to his son. Coates goes over his own experience and illuminates hard truths for his son. There are no easy answers. This isn't a hopeful book. But it is honest. It's a necessary reflection and broadened my perspective for sure. Highlights here.

    But race is the child of racism, not the father. And the process of naming “the people” has never been a matter of genealogy and physiognomy so much as one of hierarchy. Difference in hue and hair is old. But the belief in the preeminence of hue and hair, the notion that these factors can correctly organize a society and that they signify deeper attributes, which are indelible—this is the new idea at the heart of these new people who have been brought up hopelessly, tragically, deceitfully, to believe that they are white.

    - Ta-Nehisi Coates, Between the World and Me

  • The Testaments by Margaret Atwood - 05/05/2020

    I did not realize this book was a sequel. It takes place 15 years after the events of The Handmaid's Tale which I have not read. Despite this, I got the gist of the setting pretty quickly. Most of the book takes place in the Gilead, a totalitarian patriarchal theocratic state that "rules over most of the territory that belonged to the former continental United States". We follow three characters, Agnes, Nicole and Aunt Lydia. The narrative is interesting because we're reading the testimony of Agnes and Nicole and the handwritten notes of Aunt Lydia. The Gilead is such a strange and terrible society yet it's easy to see how it could work. If you want to read about the fall of an awful, cruel, sexist dystopian state then you'll probably enjoy this one.

  • Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng - 16/04/2020

    This was a quick read for me. It's one of those stories that sucks you in the further you get. Focuses on two families, the Richardson's and the Warrens. The former is wealthy, settled down, stable. The latter is lower-class, nomadic, unstructured. It explores the lives of almost everyone who make up these two families and how they interact with each other. Interestingly, I can't think of an obvious antagonist. The author, Celeste Ng, often gives the perspective of every character involved and goes through their reasoning. It's hard to judge someone as an antagonist if their reasoning follows your own.

    Parents, she thought, learned to survive touching their children less and less. As a baby Pearl had clung to her; she’d worn Pearl in a sling because whenever she’d set her down, Pearl would cry. There’d scarcely been a moment in the day when they had not been pressed together. As she got older, Pearl would still cling to her mother’s leg, then her waist, then her hand, as if there was something in her mother she needed to absorb through the skin. Even when she had her own bed, she would often crawl into Mia’s in the middle of the night and burrow under the old patchwork quilt, and in the morning they would wake up tangled, Mia’s arm pinned beneath Pearl’s head, or Pearl’s legs thrown across Mia’s belly. Now, as a teenager, Pearl’s caresses had become rare—a peck on the cheek, a one-armed, half-hearted hug—and all the more precious because of that. It was the way of things, Mia thought to herself, but how hard it was. The occasional embrace, a head leaned for just a moment on your shoulder, when what you really wanted more than anything was to press them to you and hold them so tight you fused together and could never be taken apart. It was like training yourself to live on the smell of an apple alone, when what you really wanted was to devour it, to sink your teeth into it and consume it, seeds, core, and all.

    - Celeste Ng, Little Fires Everywhere

  • Talking to Strangers by Malcolm Gladwell - 12/03/2020

    I've been working my way through this one for a while. It's an interesting examination of several notable events including Sandra Bland's suicide, the Brock Turner incident and Neville Chamberlain's meeting with Hitler. It's fun to follow Gladwell try to find an underlying logic to all these extraordinary events. As I understand it, he's saying that humans are bad at understanding and communicating with strangers. Often our human nature moves us in the wrong directions. Most of the time, I am convinced by his conclusions. Like all his other books, it's an interesting read.

  • When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi - 11/02/2020

    This is the first book in recent memory to make me cry. It's an autobiography and memoir written by Paul Kalanithi, a neurosurgeon. Paul was diagnosed with terminal cancer pretty early in his life. This book is his reflection on mortality, among other things. It's poetic, witty, smart and sometimes a bit arrogant. Examines what really matters when you're staring death in the face. It's not a long book and I read it quickly. Highly recommend this one. I'm grateful to have read it.

  • The Body: A Guide for Occupants by Bill Bryson - 06/02/2020

    Another long non-fiction book. It has always been confusing to me why I have barely any idea how my own body works. This book gave me a helpful overview of what's going on. It also helped me understand how little we actually know. Either way, our bodies are incredible. So many quotes that can shift your perspective if you're up for it. Highlights here.

    That is unquestionably the most astounding thing about us—that we are just a collection of inert components, the same stuff you would find in a pile of dirt. I’ve said it before in another book, but I believe it’s worth repeating: the only thing special about the elements that make you is that they make you. That is the miracle of life.

    - Bill Bryson, The Body: A Guide for Occupants

  • 2019

  • 21 Lessons for the 21st Century by Yuval Noah Harari - 18/12/2019

    I've been slowly reading this one for a while. It's a book whose concepts encourage critical thought. In virtually every chapter. I really enjoy the way Yuval Noah Harari approaches and considers problems. And despite the large concepts, it's gratifying to come to some sort of greater understanding at the end of each chapter. A great book to talk about with friends. Especially if they're studying political science. So many interesting ideas on how to attack policy changes, human behaviour, big stuff. I hope you'll browse the highlights.

  • Fleishman Is in Trouble by Taffy Brodesser-Akner - 25/11/2019

    A story about a couple. Their divorce, their children, the origins of their conflict. Told from the perspective of the husband’s close friend. The narrative explores both sides of the conflict. The husband, Toby, is more responsible for the kids while the wife, Rachel, is determined to work more. Made me think about the idea that there’s not always a culprit for bad shit that happens. Sometimes you can’t blame anyone. Despite that bleak realization, it is still a funny book and I enjoyed it.

  • Alex's Adventures in Numberland by Alex Bellos - 04/10/2019

    One of the most interesting non-fiction books I've read in a while. I will say it's put me sleep more than once, but only while I'm reading before bed. A book that certainly made me more interested in numbers. The symmetry and poetry of math is astonishing. It's funny how a book about numbers has made me more interested in math than ~7 years of math classes. Really cool stuff. Highlights here.

  • The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle by Haruki Murakami - 30/08/2019

    The first Japanese author I've read. Really interesting style. Focuses on relationships and sex and lust. And a well. It's all very mysterious but well put together.

  • Children of Time by Adrian Tchaikovsky - 07/07/2019

    Coming back to science fiction after a while. This book is about what happens to humanity thousands of years in the future. It follows the development of a society. Gets interesting early on, and the characters evolve wildly by the end. A bit unsettling at times, but a happy ending.

  • The Overstory by Richard Powers - 06/05/2019

    This book begins as separate stories that revolve around several motifs; trees, nature, resistance, activism. I love how the book starts, the characters are immediately so interesting to me. It’s an emotional book. I need to read it again. A lot about inner dialogue, relationships and the names of trees.

  • Interpreter of Maladies by Jhumpa Lahiri - 16/04/2019

    A collection of short stories centered around recent immigrants from India to the US. I can empathize with this one more than usual. My mother’s side followed this immigrant experience pretty closely. It’s good at describing the sacrifices made and motivations, etc. S1E2 of Master of None is in the same vein. Well written and personally relevant.

  • Less by Andrew Sean Greer - 24/03/2019

    This was the first explicitly comedic book I've read in a while. I thought it was sharper than it was funny, but often those two go hand in hand. Witty and quick but emotional. I can honestly say I have a different perspective on relationships after reading it. Maybe I'll read it again when I turn 45. Highlights here.

  • Ghost Town by ?? - 21/02/2019

    I haven’t read science-fiction in a while so this was refreshing. The tone of this book is similar to the first season of True Detective; nihilistic, brutal crimes, Midwestern America. The cool part was the time travel. It was well thought out and actually added to the story instead of distracting from it. Overall it’s gritty but smart and the ending is fantastic.

  • Animal Farm by George Orwell - 19/02/2019

    A classic Orwell story that I should’ve read earlier. Apparently he meant to expose the “Soviet myth” with this one. It’s not long, only took a day to read. Illustrates a bunch of political realities really well. Made me more aware of the fragility we are living through. Highlights here.

  • Educated by Tara Westover - 13/02/2019

    This story is astonishing. The realities the author lived through and managed to escape are unlike anything I’ve ever seen or read about. She was raised in a separate reality dictated by her father. Beyond that, the patterns of abuse within the family made parts of this book difficult to read. Yet Tara managed to escape and get an education. The book made me realize how terrifying it is that education is becoming a political device. A broader perspective should be everyone’s right.

  • Asymmetry by Lisa Halliday - 05/02/2019

    The structure of this book is a bit of a puzzle. The first, second and third all act tie together in a subtle way. I like the book because of the content, not the puzzle. Intricate and enjoyed.

  • Still Me by Jojo Moyes - 23/01/2019

    I didn't realize this book was part of a trilogy until I finished it which I guess is a good thing. It’s a story that focuses around life and growing up and relationships and New York City. I really enjoyed it. A great ending too.

  • Priestdaddy by Patricia Lockwood - 20/01/2019

    I read this one last year but never wrote about it. This book is hilarious. Focuses on the struggles of masculinity, church, religion, family. Manages to find humour in every one of those topics. I really liked it. Highlights here.

  • Shoe Dog by Phil Knight - 07/01/2019

    This book motivates yet discourages entrepreneurship for me. The thrill of working towards a vision you create, changing customers’ lives, the idea of having a legacy, are all overwhelmingly desirable. And since Phil seems like the most humble of founding billionaires, the ups and downs of his story are described pretty objectively. But his storytelling leads to many reflections on what he is sacrificing to achieve those goals. And I empathized with those parts more. Knight’s journey makes for a thrilling story either way.

  • 2018

  • Leviathan Wakes by James S. A. Corey

    I haven’t read any new science-fiction in a while. This book grabbed me. It’s gritty, intricate, emotional and never dull. Will probably keep reading this series. Not sure why I haven’t been reading more science-fiction.

  • Bad Blood by John Carreyrou

    Read this one quickly. This is the story behind the rise and fall of Theranos. If that company is unknown to you, I highly recommend looking them up. The story is larger than life and illustrates the strange motivations that govern Silicon Valley. It’s disturbing how much they got away with and for how long. It made me question the whole ecosystem. They’ll probably make a movie about it soon.

    …in her all-consuming quest to be the second coming of Steve Jobs amid the gold rush of the “unicorn” boom, there came a point when she stopped listening to sound advice and began to cut corners. Her ambition was voracious and it brooked no interference.

  • Circe by Madeline Miller

    I love the Greek Gods. Their combination of vanity and absolute power always makes for exciting stories. This book went by quickly. It’s a retelling of The Odyssey and several other classic Greek tales from the perspective of the Goddess Circe. Reading it felt somewhat similar to Percy Jackson but I wouldn’t recommend it to children. It explores the idea of immortality, love, children, beauty. There is a happy ending.

    he had never met a god who enjoyed their divinity less.

  • Naked Economics by Charles Wheelan

    I haven't finished this book yet. Mostly because it has a tendency to put me to sleep which is convenient since I read it right before bed. Despite that, I enjoy every second I'm awake! Hopefully it will be done by Christmas. Highlights here. (Update: Finished it)

  • Orchid and the Wasp by Caoilinn Hughes

    This book reminds me of The Goldfinch. Despite the unusual situations Gael (the protagonist) finds herself in, I believe in the logic of why she got there. In fact, I feel like that's where I would be in her shoes despite her facetious, ruthless, manipulative personality. Yet at her core, Gael is motivated by her caring for her family. I guess the ends justify the means. Highlights here.

  • The Looming Tower by Lawrence Wright

    This is the first non-fiction book that has kept me engaged for over a month of regular reading. The book explores Islam, US Policy, personal motivations; and culminates in 9/11. Despite this inevitable conclusion, what kept me reading is the background leading up to the event and not the event itself. My knowledge surrounding the events leading up to 9/11 involving Bin Laden, Sudan, Yemen and Saudi Arabia was murky and misinformed until I started reading this book.

  • The English Patient by Michael Ondaatje

    Not sure how I got through this book. It has exciting moments, but they are few and far between. This book takes a certain type of focus and patience that I barely have. It’s rewarding by the end though. About a group of people who live in an Italian villa after the War. Explores each of their histories, some more than others.

  • The Brief and Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao by Junot Díaz

    Fun book to read. It goes by fast mostly due to the narrator’s hilarious tone. Follows a family through three generations as they navigate the Dominican Republic and then the United States, but mostly about Oscar Wao. Left me with a melancholy feeling. Important tip: Do not read the introduction, it takes way too long and is discouraging.

  • The Idiot by The Idiot

    This book is dense. It took me a while to finish. I haven't encountered this type of writing style before. It's abrupt and unique. I identify with the main character and her setting deeply. Highlights here.

  • La Belle Sauvage by Philip Pullman

    I had a vague memory of liking the Golden Compass trilogy by the same author (Philip Pullman), which is why I read this book. It took me by surprise. The shift of environment and tone after the first half was sudden, but grew on me. One of my favourite main characters in any book. This story carries with it some deeper moral lessons. Set in a similar world as Harry Potter, but more serious and slightly less supernatural.

  • Naked Statistics by Charles Wheelan

    Until reading this book, I never had a grasp on statistics. I’ve now realized how important it is. The nature of statistics is counter-intuitive and learning the a few important concepts means defeating misinformation in your daily life. It’s dense though. I wrote a post inspired by this book here.

  • The Obelisk Gate by N. K. Jemisin

    The second book in the Broken Earth series. Just as engaging as the first. Sped through this book in two days.

  • The Fifth Season by N. K. Jemisin

    I devoured this book. The first in the Broken Earth series. Starts out rough, but keeps you trapped till the end. The first time in a while I’ve actually been enthralled with fantasy.

  • Death’s End by Liu Cixin

    A fitting end to an amazing trilogy. This book dives even deeper into fantasy and I believe it completely every step of the way. Contains the most realistic view of our (humanity’s) future, I think.

  • The Dark Forest by Liu Cixin

    The book is better than the first (The Three-Body Problem) in the trilogy. Takes a while to get started, but it’s an amazing ride once it does. If you are at all interested in alien life or astrophysics please read this book. The idea of a “dark forest” is so overarching and terrifying that it my changed my perception of space.

  • Annihilation by Jeff VanderMeer

    Unnerving and disturbing. This book is a fictional story that reads like a non-fiction account of reality. Like a black mirror episode in a novel. It’s a quick read too.

  • Red Sparrow by Jason Matthews

    A thriller that delves into Russian culture but mostly keeps you reading it at all costs. A combination of James Patterson and John Le Carré. More Patterson than Le Carré though. Also, recipes are provided at the end of every chapter.

  • The Three-Body Problem by Liu Cixin

    My second favorite science-fiction novel. Involves the Chinese Cultural Revolution, chaotic motion, aliens and a funny cop. Mostly, it keeps engaging you with an overarching mystery. The novel gives you a jarring view of what contact with extra-terrestrial intelligence would feel like.

  • A Brave New World by Aldous Huxley

    A terrifying view on our dystopian future. Even more striking when considered with technologies like CRISPR and stem cells. Asks many questions about human nature.

  • Pachinko by Min Jin Lee

    A book that navigates through three generations of Korean immigrants in Japan during the Second World War. The story struck a chord with me since I come from a family of immigrants. Vividly illustrates the sacrifices that the older generation makes. Really liked this one.

  • A Gentleman in Moscow by Amor Towles

    Set in the Soviet Union in Moscow in a famous hotel. A former Count lives from middle to old-age and must raise a adopted child within the walls of the hotel. He makes the best of his experience and we see him deal with the existing and developing culture of Russia. A happy ending.

  • Age of Ambition by Evan Osnos

    A useful and striking introduction to modern day China. Illustrates the speed at which China is growing and the costs of that growth. It is long. I wrote a post inspired by this book here.

  • possibly in 2017

  • Fooled by Randomness by Nassim Nicholas Taleb

    This book was the catalyst for my obsession with Behavioural Economics. Nassim Nicholas Taleb effectively eliminated my trust in the global stock market and everyone who works for it. I do not, however, align with his political beliefs. Taleb lays out how we all operate under frightening amounts of randomness. Highly recommend.

  • Thanks, Obama by David Litt

    Being deeply immersed in US political news has given working in the White House a magical allure. This book grounded some of my dreams in reality, but also elevated many more. Being surrounded by capable, hopeful idealists who shape the future of the world everyday will never get old.

  • The Rosie Project by Graeme Simsion

    I started this book because Bill Gates recommended it. The whole book doesn’t seem grounded in reality, but that doesn’t make it less interesting. It speaks to how people meet each other and what influences us to start or end relationships.

  • The Three-Body Problem (first time) by Liu Cixin

    See above.

  • A Horse Walks Into a Bar by David Grossman

    A dark comedy? Takes place during one evening at a comedy club. I feel like I learned something about performance by reading this book. Also hilarious at times.

  • The Undoing Project by Michael Lewis

    A dense book. About the inception of Behavioural Economics. Follows the relationship of two academics.

  • American Kingpin by Nick Bilton

    About the founder of the dark web. Draws some pretty blurry moral lines about why the main character is guilty. Recommended by Casey Neistat.

  • Seveneves by Neal Stephenson (almost)

    Bill Gates said he loved this book so I decided to read it. I was about three-quarters of the way through before the whole plot started getting predicable and too disheartening to follow. Interesting concept though.

  • So You’ve Been Publicly Shamed by Jon Ronson

    This book is SOOO relevant today. Describes what it feels like to be on the other side of internet outrage. How a mob mentality can lead to terrible consequences.

  • Swordspoint by Ellen Kushner

    As I’ve gotten older, my focus has turned away from fantasy and towards science-fiction. This book is an exception.

  • The Sisters Brothers by Patrick deWitt

    Really good book. A Western with real cowboys and guns. Has a good moral at the end.

  • The Psychopath Test by Jon Ronson

    Another Jon Ronson book (SYBPS). I’ve always been fascinated by psychopaths and this book centres around what defines them as such. Do they run the world’s largest corporations? Does their existence always result in a lot of dead people?

  • possibly in 2016

  • The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt

    This might be my favourite book. I fell in love with every single character. About a boy and his journey through life.

  • The Buried Giant by Kazuo Ishiguro

    This book stayed with me. One of the most mature fantasy novels I’ve read. The authors tone is never crowded or too detailed, yet the characters are so easy to empathize with.

  • The Revenant by Michael Punke

    Brutal, cunning and savage. Leo Dicaprio and bears. If you liked the movie, you’ll love the book because it’s three times as long.

  • The Secret History by Donna Tartt

    By the same author who wrote the Goldfinch (my favourite book). “The story is an inverted detective story, not a whodunit but a whydunit”. <— from Wikipedia